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Thursday, November 12, 2009

shit. now i am shocked.
she said she was not the top for her class.
and worst of all she had a bf.==
TOTAL SHOCKNESS!!!
guess i should just get on with my studies...

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 10:34 PM

-ThE EnD-

anyway i just found out she topped the class.
man. i am so like deep shit.
focus!!!!!! focus!!!!!!
no more playing now.

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 9:55 PM

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could it be a movie marathon? no.

then could it be that i am on a spending splurge? YES!
sort of bad but i have recently been watching movies with some guys and girls in our class '09S15'. watched 'jennifers body' & '2012' in just yesterday and today.

if i were to recommend, then i would recommend 2012 than jennifers body. nonetheless, i guess it cannot be compared to 'twilight:new moon' or 'my girlfriend is an agent'

anyway, today i got back my results. i felt glad and sad.

why glad? cause i did get promoted. of course one who is promoted would get happy and all sorts of stuffs.

why sad? this is because i felt as if i had changed a lot. if i could push the blame, then i would push the blame to pw and chinese. but that is only if i could, where i knew i could not. should i have pushed the blame to chinese and pw, then i would not have been able to know more about chinese or my fellow pw groupmates.

however, would i have, really, the ability to do well if there was no pw and chinese...
for me, this question is still skeptical. but i guess i will find the answer sooner or later.

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 9:17 PM

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Monday, November 09, 2009

A VERY GOOD AFTERNOON TO ALL ASSESSORS AND FELLOW SCHOOLMATES...

OH DONT GIVE ME THAT CRAP!!!

hahas

yeah its over. felt simply happy.

dont know why but i just like the trees and its just SIMPLY HAPPINESS XD

ended off our presentation kinda sucky and had our unexpected mr lim to be our assessors.

after op was totally over and done with, we went to f1 sth. shit. i was totally unprepared. alamak.

there i saw you.

then after the briefing for the scm was done with, i went to the next block!

omg what the fish was i doing. alamak.

but just good luck for your presentation.

then our grp went to cck lot one eat then go lib.

did gpp...

along the way had great laughters

how we managed to pull our own tooths out.

how we did rubbish things in our past.

the whole pw thing really ended off with a happy '.'

our grp really mingled around each other really well.

finally

really finally

for now the major things are over.

leaving some i and r shit behind to be cleared.

and then the gpf on wed

tml will be a better day

tml will be going to marina bay for seoul garden

too excited

cant wait for tml.

just earlier, we went to the top floor of the lot one

happenly, we play until very happy

then security guard come shoot us

then we take out shoe then they off light

next time hor i going to find that security guard and tell the boss fire him!!!!

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 10:39 PM

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Monday, November 02, 2009

yipee... chinese is finally over. woot. hahas. so glad that i cant take it anymore. but i hopes and i hopes that my result for mother tongue can be good. i dont want to get an E for mother tongue. man, this is the time that i finally got hold of the meaning of chinese in A level. i really REALLY RREEAALLYY HOPE that i can get at least B or C for mother tongue.

it is like this is the only time that i managed to complete the whole paper. so... i really REALLY hope that i can get B or C. neither do i want to let 苏瑞福老师 or 吴老师 down. so i really hope that i can get at least a B or C. oh pls god. let me get a B or C. i dont want E pls. i pray. pray hard...

alright. lets see. tml got pw. maths and pw again... hm. now that mother tongue is over, i guess i will concentrate on pw. for me i guess i will be looking at how people present themselves. might learn a thing or so from it.

really hope that after the op i can talk to you and really have a chat. just hope... anyway, all the best for her result too:)man you got so high for maths. must look for you for tutoring.

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 11:08 PM

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

its been a while. really a while. its been a while that we have finished wr. looking back at the dates where we had to stay awake till 2 to 3 or even 3 to 5 in the morning just to complete the wr, it might have been worth it. yesterday was totally a rush. quickly made changes to the wr, with the help of seeting and xx. luckily, managed to complete it with the help of seeting who did not slept yesterday till this morning. and limin was there to assist in the wr. man.

finally completed. slept at 2.30 yesterday and woke up late. 7 50! frigging shit i kept thinking. quick quick chiong ah. cant even be bothered to eat breakfast liao. so rush. just when i thought i was the only one who have not come school, seeting, boon hwee, limin, etc. also havent come yet. entered the school with a shock of my life. i said i was j1 and the security guard just wrote my name there, yeah there, on the paper. then he say ok can go le. then i stunned. ok then nvm. i go class and saw like half of the class missing.

hmm. faster called seeting to double check the printing and woo ah. it was almost done. but some things crop up and seeting had to photocopy outside. then when we looked back at the wr, we had some mistakes again and we had to mobilised some other people. shit. now it was my family members. then they faster printed ad passed it to me. anyway the whole thing was hectic and we managed to hand it up a little later ard 12.10 plus. then went to mac and celebrated a while and went back to school for mother tongue.

had some op dry run after mother tongue. then we stay till 5.30 and went home so that see ting could rest. and so did i. phew. now gg to study mother tongue and memorise op

i smiled and u smiled back. when i saw u, i didnt expect that you were there. but u were there which made me feel a little happier losing a little stress about pw. especially ur smile as if it means a lot??? i dont know. i just felt happier.

if there are more stress on me that makes me forget some worries, then i hope that i can have more stress so that i can have the courage to talk to u.

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 10:06 PM

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Monday, October 26, 2009

thanks to someone's blog, the word NATO has become more prevalent these days, and the meaning of it is starting to be leaked out. so now, whose fault was it??? hahas... anyways, my brother and i went to eat new york yesterday to repay my kindness for helping him wash clothes, hang clothes, collect clothes and fold clothes without his help. ok la got some got. but still. shit man wanted to show you guys how big is his cheesy chicken but before i could take it, it was reduced to a pack of bones. sucky brother. post pics again another time.

dying to see you??? i dont know... but i cant face you. not sure!!!!!! dilemma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 11:06 PM

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

got back papers man... got a shock of my life=.= totally sucks la my grades... frigging shit! 123@$!@3%$%7(... really sucks la.. i mean ya la better than others but its frigging shit in my perspective la. fish la... what to do... i dont like to do revision when the whole syllabus havent over yet. haiz. bobian. maybe not taking up h3

found my motivation: regardless of any situation, it is a must to get all A's for h2 subject next year. i can and i will. you teachers watch out. BLEAHX XP...

i was frigging shit la seriously. saw you with your chairperson but never did i wave at you. dammit. i was still like saying hey i am going to talk to you. fish me man.. shucks!!!!!!!!! whats all these enviousness, jealousy, hatred, afraidness??? darn it all... when can i really overcome all these. hey, can i really find a time to talk to you.. i mean really one to one. just a talk...

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 10:40 PM

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Monday, October 19, 2009

people ask me what my goal is in life.. i tell them i dont know, i probably have no goal for now. if if i had it would be very vague and boring. seriously i dont know how long i have to take this. i am just taking exams for the fun as it is right now. i dont know what my aim is.

whether to go become a chemist?

whether to become a cooker?

whether become a slacker all the way?

i really cant find the motivation. after o levels and when i entered jaycee, i felt as if my goal has already met and there was no need to have anymore goal. i am really out of ideas. i really hope i can see you on tue then probably you can tell me something that i dont know.

SIMPLE WhIsPeReD OuT @ 2:10 AM

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