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i am so terrified i tell you. my friend got an a1 for his o level cause he take higher chinese. and i is totally xian mu de lah. i cannot help myself to talking good english now cause i am so terrified that my english and chinese will fail. i am trying VERY HARD not to sleep at home and go outside study. i hope that this method works. english and chinese has always been my worst subjects ever. not only that, my physics is dropping cause i never study lately. things have been getting much worse than before. furthermore, today still got physics test. everything seems so hard although i read the test. i dont understand any shiet manz. just hope that i can work hard and get into a school that i want or get higher that my expectations. look forward to study with u ppl.
11:29 AM
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i was so sian that this year in cca although is can slack de, but we got to do what monarchy or what movies crap. wanted to scold vulgarities though. XP very tired when i got back home. went to bathe and study immediately. HOWEVER I DO PHYSICS TYS DO FOR 1 MINUTE THEN SLEEP LIAO... wtf i cannot believe it. o levels is coming and wtf am i doing here? well THE ANSWER TO IT IS SLEEPING. darn, have to find some way to stay awake so that i can study properly. anyway went to eat with my father for dinner AGAIN.(very typical case, sometimes even worse cause i have to eat alone) following later, i went back to home and saw my sister FUMING REAL HOT. okays it is N18 from then on XP. nites every one study hard man@.@
12:44 PM
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yesterday my brother and me went to eat mac. i happily wore my new sneakers that i bought at queensway shooping centre, cause i am impatient to wait until new year then wear. then my brother was reading his toast master book. he came to this story where the americans went to a restaurant to order some food. they asked to have crispy fried chicken, steak with pepper fried rice, and 2 cokes for the boys. then he continued that they wanted to use plates so he told the waiter not to bring bowls. and guess what happens? the waiter told the cook this" kiss plee flied kitchen, stick with paper, flied lice, 2 cocks and no balls" this caused my bro to laugh like eccentric human being. the next story: a health conscious couple ordered several dishes and requested not to have MSG, use little salt and oil . then when the dishes came, they were salty oily and contained MSG. guess what? the waiter instructed the cooker what the couple has requested but add hoy sin sauce which contains MSG salt and oil!!!" man my brother laughed like crazy.
2:40 PM
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aiya today so sian walk and talk wif my brother. he so good lar few years back his olevel so good. now in my family, i am the lst to try the o level. all my other siblings all try liao. i am so tired. i feel as if i am very lousy. tried to fix the wireless but cannot manage it. must find the book for the wireless. i do not know why cannot, but it seems that someone is trying to hack into our internet wireless. If that is not the case then should be the wireless spoil. I was so tired of everything when i have the thought of my seniors getting the gce o level results. everything seems so pressurising. going for the cohort camp next month too. i am afraid that my mother tongue would fail and cannot enter junior college.trying to aim for a single digit though. I know that action speaks louder than words... thats y i very sian
7:25 AM
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alright i am awake. went to eat breakfast long ago already. when i was eating i couldn't remember anything. my head was in a whirl. in the morning evia messaged me said that sufei and evia was not coming. my heart sank at that moment. I furiously then quickly messaged them to see if they really couldn't come or what. I was so depressed, the girls couldn't come. Although i expected it but I didn't wanted it to happen. Never expected that it happened. i had no appetite to eat my breakfast then. many things swept through me while I was eating. I was so depressed. I didn't know what to do. However, i have to thank eunice and alaine for replying mymessage on the msn. if not, i could still have that thinking in my mind. okays i am better now after writing it out. I am going to playing dancing queen lerz-.-zZ
3:41 AM
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again posting agains haha. just now was playing com but my sister took away all the internet. she was watching the gong zhu something the one that is going to show on wednesday and thursday at 8. this made me mad cause i CANNOT PLAE. irritated cause CANNOT PLAE so decided to play xbox(never told anyone bout xbox cause didnt wanted ZIHAO ESP. ZIHAO to know). anyway took quite a while to find evia blog.. hoping to see sufei, evia and honyee at cck interchange cause i wanna go shopping never go b4. i am soooo noob. going to go eccentric. haiz dinner again have to eat alone cause my dad so late come home. I was so freaked cause i never see the 8.00pm show at channel u. i wanna see the celebrity supposed to do the shape otherwise will be pushed down the platform. so sianz i am really noob. @.@ my eyes got prb otherwise is the calculator got problem cause i got some miscalculation then everyone walao me cause i say wrong. so PAISEH a that point wanted to run out cos of that my heart was like at my legs liao=''( very sad.
1:41 PM
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freak la yesterday mslai nvr come then after assembly still say what stay back for a while cos mrs lau wanna say something about the physics lesson. Then she say what ms lai will not be coming to school anymore cos of some personal probs. Not only that my SPA will then have topostpone again wtf la cant they just gimme the SPA. Not like i don't want to do SPA de la, is just that many different teachers(not from our schools) keep postponing like crazy i so dam pissed la. Of course postpone got use la,however this is SPA la not normal kind of class test i need the SPA for my "o" level de la still postpone somemore then i scold liaozz... arh i remember i never post for quite long liao lolx@.@ just edited my blog changed it oso haha a bit nice haven tell every one yet though
7:36 AM
