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just came back from walk with bigger brother. told him that i was like falling in grades, really couldn't understand why. why is my resolve gone? i don't understand.
today got back my maths and chem marks for both assignments. maybe i was really too arrogant. i just decided to go ahead of all teachers tutorial lesson, and not do homework, while doing the homework at the wrong place and time. i really need to gear up a bit.
i was talking to my brother a while ago about the comparison between bike's bigger rim and smaller rim as well as the suspension. then i just told him about what i feel and he just said that he didn't know i was this smart??!=.=" i mean it's like hey! everyone we understand everything. it is just that we needed a little creativity and explore the things around us. if you look at it carefully, physics is all around us, and the physics that we are studying now is just with added equations and variables to consider. integration in maths is the same. the derivation of simpler things that we learnt in secondary school. everything is just by using a pinch of creativity.
then again i thought about it, we need to make choices. choices are so potent. they seem so deadly, causes us to think so much, makes a fun out of us. i don't know, it is so painful. choices even have to be gone through our head before we do any action. if, if it so happens that action comes first then your thoughts and choices, it would seem wrong. i don't know about how you readers would think but this is how i feel.
i feel that i want to talk to you, but i don't know why i can't have the urge to talk to you. if i have the chance i will. i will. i will say hi to you. i will!
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