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just opened my mailbox. saw this message given by thien sen. first impression was nothing much lahs. it is like: you have been kicked out of ccf(putting it in a very negative way). kelly said it cause she look at our timeline and then she say cannot=.= so it is kind of expected la. for me that is. i know i seriously havent been contributing much to ccf. i am deeply apologetic for that lors. i mean when i joined seeting, weizhe and thien sen that time, i wasn't thinking much. i thought: ah heck it! just join for fun lor. never did i expect that we got through the first round but was eliminated by ymca for the second round. nevertheless, i still felt happy, probably, cause i can still carry on with my homework. but it is like kind of being toyed around by them so it is rather *fishing*.
llately i am so kind of in no mood to study. i don't know why but i will do my best. if i can shine, i will polish up my skills, i will refine them, i will do better. but still i am still looking at manga. haiz. need to hand up aq tomorrow leh. shit!
i saw an 8 year old indian boy holding a 6-7 year old indian girl. probably they are siblings that's why they can still hold hands. i may want to ask you two question. shit! why i didn't ask u that day during oreintation.. wtf... you were just right there... haiz. should i just relax a bit and carry on with my studies?
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