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yesterday was a rather abnormal day for me. I' m not sure why though but i felt that i was so different. went to play pool for the interhouse games yesterday. then saw people play pool and got anxious of waiting. the anxiousness in my body kept snowballing. then when it was my turn i kept giving foul balls to my opponent. every ball i gave was like shit and why does it happen i dont know. probably because i was too anxious? i felt so different compared to friday when i was playing pool with ck, yx, ts, ws, iz and others. haiz.. so sads... hope i can do better if we got into the preliminary round.
then left the pool table and got downstairs wanting to go home. most of the places on the parade square was green house" polo". remembering ck said that today all "polo" people came. hais, so i continued going to the center of the concourse when my eyes just glanced over the whole parade square. i saw chee keong down there with his frens playing some ball(later realised as captain's ball). so i decided to sit on the stone table and look. there i saw her.. man... regrets kept pouring out of my heart.. walked away to the office then walked back to the center of the concourse and they had already finished the game.. walked over to chee keong and asked what game... she was already on the ramp walking away. sat on the stairs quietly, then decided to go home. then at the bike there, opened my lock and the white angel said
hey you dum dum.. go chase after her you still can make it!
the black angel said
forget about it.. just go home.
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in the end i chased to the gate and she was already walking to the traffic light. thinking again, should i chase after her, what should i say? what should i do? crap. by the time i thought finish she was already going up to the stairs towards teck whye on the right side of the intersection. i remembered what i swore and just gave chase. i couldn't bother what i need to say, i just ran. she was there wearing on a green shirt. gave a little more dash and spoke to her. man. that instant i was like blank minded.. i just said hey. ~~~. i never said hi to you for like a while. how is your exams... she was like er ok... then i didnt know what to say so i just said orh ok bye and turned back. her face was still red. red from the match that she had. hais.. she was just smiling probably thinking that i was some weird guy trying to run and catch her just to ask about her exams. what an idiot i was! crap. should have asked her handphone no.! went back and ate dinner with my brother then... at ajisen! hahas.. lousy day it was yesterday. very lousy..
10:16 PM
