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kinda emo nowadays... kinda sad over relation... even ker jyn already so advanced... sad that we seem to drift further away... now that i am able to talk lesser to her, my feelings seems to drop... but i really like her... why... if it is that she tell me she wants to study and not concentrate on relationships, i can wait... but i am hesitating over whether should i tell her that i like her... i wonder... i.. just hope that she can tell me something... i mean i am still elated over that she talked to me two sentences... i am wondering... sshould i tell her...
10:29 PM
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back from relaxing.... time to get more serious... kind of shag to hear my h1 grades though... its a pain for me... not being able to fully understand and learn h1 grades... i am afraid that h1 would pull my h2 grades down... my h2 are still okay... my h1 is like S.E.E. really problematic kind... its' a scrapethrough...plus... you know the things that cannot be said the you know...
homeworks are really piling up these days... in hope that the short weekend would be able to help me pull me back to my studies.. really a pain in the ass when i see the homeworks... si bei seven up eight down de leh...
i dont know why lately i became so fantic about you again... maybe its' because of my friend.. but i dont know but to feel helpless... i dont know what to say to you when i like even see you... i am really... feel like getting your number... but the moment when i thought that you would like not want to give me and like never want to talk to me... even in the virtual world... i really cant help myself... the only motivation to study seems to be you... i just wanna get close to you.. get your number... talk to you like there is no communication barrier between us... i want to tell you happy birthday through phone... i dont want to keep all these thoughts to myself... i dont know but many people think i am thinking too far... just find her and tell her you want her telephone number, would be said by many... easily said than done... furthermore... you are always walking in a group... you seem to have a person falling for you in your class... i cant help it... really... i feel as if we are distancing away.... and i dont want that... my heart has a tiny room which fits only one person... that person is you...
9:52 PM
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back to blogging for a while... been watching onemanga ever since the exams started. i can't seem to get the hook off it. watching many mangas. esp one pieceXP anyway i have watched finished the green mile... it is kind of sad but funny at times... i feel so lethargic everytime i wake up or go to school.. i dont know why but i just hope that i can regain my ownself... tired... have to prepare pw tml...
it is so difficult to look straight into your eyes... everytime you turn this way, i would seem as if i am looking oon the floor.. i tried... but i dont know why i cant look straight into your eyes... just hope that i can do that one day... just right in front of you...
11:35 PM
