Sunday, September 20, 2009 ;

this song is dedicated to weizhe=D

I WILL FOLLOW YOU, RICKY NELSON

I will follow you
Follow you wherever you may go
There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep me away
I must follow you
Ever since you touched my hand I know
The near you I always must be
And nothing can keep you from me
You are my destiny
I love you, I love you, I love you
And where you go I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
You'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love
From now until forever, forever, forever
I will follow you
Follow you wherever you may go
There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep
Keep me away, away from my love
I love you, I love you, I love you
And where you go I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
You'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love
From now until forever, forever, forever
I will follow you
Follow you wherever you may go
There isn't an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep
keep me away, away from my love
And where you go I'll follow


2:41 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009 ;

shit !@#$%^&*() shit!@#$%^&*()

aiya i didnt want to start with the 3 golden words as the starting for the entry but then i have forgotten what my aim was when i wanted to get into jc... until when i saw ching kiat blog: i want to get h3 maths.

i have realised i was to focused on r/s and others. my whole aim was to frigging get my scholarship again and money$$$$.... shit this... i also wanted the damn H3 chem...... fuke this papers.... i will strike them down all=)

11:38 PM

Wednesday, September 09, 2009 ;



sorry... i only have two pics.. but that is one of the hamster in ts chalet=D






11:13 PM

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too tired... went out to play rollerblade... since it is my second or third time playing, and i haven't been playing for like ages, i am kind of noob la... and so i was blading at the running tracks there with my father talkinghere and there.. the situation was sort of hectic... you know... my father was talking plus trying to maintain my balance... then comes a girl *eye rolls*she came by us once and my dad told me she was like blading here for like many times and he has seen her blade at the sloping tracks... then he was praising how well she was that she could blade down the slope... i obviously continued to blade ignoring him... but then................................................ my father told her to teach me. man that was the time i wanted to fall down. crap... yeah though i like very lan but then just like asking one person on the tracks and ask to teach me.. man i was a bit sian diao... but then i was ok bahs... got to learn better ... then she was like talking here and there with my dad. crap... bladed for like 1hr 30 min... managed to grasp the basics of rollerblading.... felt great.. thanks to the girl though... THEN I HEARD FROM MY DAD THAT SHE WAS SEC 3.... NAN HUA DE... OMG.... TIO PWNED BY SEC 3... BOOO HOOO.. SAD SAD...btw she sounded as if she had the china accent... wow... DAD AGAIN SAID SHE WAS A SINGAPOREAN! MAN! I WAS SHOCKED FOR MY LIFE BUT LEFT EXPRESSIONLESS...

9:36 PM

Monday, September 07, 2009 ;

yeah, yesterday just came back from ts chalet and my praying thingy. got back abt 1030++ then bathe and it was 1130 odd. when i sat down right in front of the computer, i touch the keyboard for a mere 10 mins where i then kena knocked out. i was really tired man!

i dozed off till 7340 in the morning, which i sort of panicked and rush down the house and rode the bike to school. and guess what, i was late for only 10 mins hahas. and now our hands of me thien sen seeting got pain pain. man....

aiya now also feel very drowsy and feel i want to sleep... man i was totally tired and just fell in front of the com just now... dad almost wanted to slap me haizzz will post the pics of the days in chalet in a few days time.

6:10 PM

Wednesday, September 02, 2009 ;

never really felt like this before. felt like i really want to aim for something. at the beginning of the year, i was driven by the motivation that i wanted to see her previous year. then the motivation held on till it was about during the june period where i really lost the momentum to study and really played all the way.

until now i have been continuously playing not to mention even 2 hours ago or 1 hour ago. then before i bathe, i really sat on the floor and ponder. i really have never ponder like this for very long. seriously. i began to think back the times when i lived with my mother, those happy times, those times which i thought i was smarter than her in terms of pronounciation. it was the best. it was the best impression of her for me. those times which allowed me to sat on her lap, and talk to her.

then thinking back the way i am slacking right now, the way i am not doing anything right now, i really dropped. it was like i really fell to a bottomless pit. then these words came to my head. "if you fall, you pick yourself up." it felt as if my mother was just right beside me, whispering those words to me. i just decided my motivation for my life. I AM GOING TO GET AS MANY SCHOLARSHIPS AS I CAN JUST FOR MY MOTHER. this is what my resolve will be for the years ahead. even if i forget this, i will forever THIS VERY DAY which i fell.

4:04 PM

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 ;

哎呀!今天真是令人气愤的一个星期日。起来时又是下雨, 把想读书的气氛给冲走了。明天又是华文模拟考试。真是的,我必须读好这个课文, 我也不想因为华文而导致我其他的课文受牵连。

哎呀!真是这么多的功课要做的:
1. 读华文课本
2. 读化学迷你测验
3. tjc 英文功课
4. 数学功课
5. 还有更多啊... ... ...

shitty day it was, woke up and it was raining. it totally spoilt the mood of today. in addition, tomorrow is the chinese mock exam. really, i hope that i can do well in this subject because i dont wish for this subject to pull my other subjects down. i have thought through it already, since you have so high dreams, i will not pull you down any further, i will not disturb you or try to let you get agitated. exams are also around the clock, i wish you good luck in your exams.

2:32 PM


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