first and foremost, i am able to post once again. after all the piling homeworks, i managed to reduce them bit by bit. slowly, but steady, i want to aim for the top. these past 2 weeks has been really hectic. while some days i was unable to study i had to rush work and slept at 1.30am. it was all so lucky that my parents are not around. without a doubt they would toss me back into my room, switching off the lights and talking about going to sleep.
anyway, homeworks aside, i got a gold for napfa. 2 emotions that are built up in me. one, happiness. i had never gotten a gold not to even mention a bronze or a silver. all the while for my 11 years in education, i was unable to get any award. how sadden i was when i saw my classmates got their badge for getting silver during my primary school days.
secondly, i was sad but excited for my future to come. i heard from my brothers that they would push me to become a commando and all sorts of stuff. though i know that it is just a scare to 'terrorize' me, but i am still scared what if i really got into such group or whatever. i mean commando just shows how much responsibility one has to carry. nonetheless, this should probably not be the thing that i should be thinking now. start of mid years are just next week yet i had even barely tried to memorize my gp notes. darn.
many things had happened but i wish i will do well.
