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yes, i got a silver for my napfa and i could concentrate more on my studies. but is concentrating on my studies even possible? i am so screwed. each time i see my brothers watching movies at home, i get entangled into watching shows with them.
it is true that they will remind me to study, but there is the word 'DISTURBED'. each time i try to avoid them watching shows and study in a corner, i will feel disturbed and the want of watching shows together grow. even if i wanted to go out and study, i will feel lazy and not get out of my comfort zone.
exams just feels like a switch to everything. if you did badly for the exams, the switch is closed and you start mugging like hell for your exams. depression starts pouring in and thats when your doubt about your ability rises. that is when the deciding factor of opening the switch or leaving the switch closed.
its really a pain. i just wished i was not able to think so much and concentrate on my studies.
i did not regret meeting you earlier. but i regret not saying that i like you earlier.
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