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a levels are creeping closer, time is now shorter. yet the things that i want to do currently are a wholesome. earlier in the day, i wanted to follow my brother to the flyer cause his friend has an extra ticket and is willing to share. i wanted badly to go for it. but looking back at my 3cm homework that i have, i thought again that probably i should not go.
it is really infuriating when you just cannot get what you want. i saw and heard on the television an african who said,
"there are 3 types of feeling in the games, no matter is it the youth olympics or is it the world olympics. the three types of feelings are the silver medal feeling, the bronze medal feeling, and last but not least, the gold medal feeling. the best feeling is ... ... the gold medal feeling."it felt so true and so pertinent in this period, especially when a level's are just 90 odd days away. the best feeling is when you get your results that you truly wanted, just like how the atheletes truly wanted the gold medal. yet, behind these feelings is one's trainings and tribulations that he has gone through. trainings and tribulations may be a part of the results, but they are crucial in a sense that they make you feel that whatever you have gotten is all worth it.
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