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"Your enlistment is between December 2010 and May 2011. An enlistment notice will be sent to you two months before your enlistment date. "
i checked my enlistment date and this is what it prompted. drats. even though i know that A levels come first, there is also the pressure from NS. it's even worse. now i am not studying for my A's. crappie. i need to go on hiatus, but i can't. the moment i switch on the computer, i just keep using it for the whole night. how i wish i had a time machine :)
looking at my past, i felt like i was a failure. a failure because i failed to understand what happened during the incident 9 years ago. a failure because i did not try to achieve what i wanted to. a failure because i did not understand myself well. what was i doing for my past 12 years was the question that kept popping up along the way. but there is no use in fretting over split milk i guess. i have to catch up to my studies again. and SOON. still how i wish the invention of time machine really came true...
somehow i dont really like most of the new songs hahahs XP rather random but i can't help it. i prefer oldies?! hahas XP there seems to be more sentimental value in them. gotta study!!! MUG!!!
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