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somehow i am just ordered not to use the computer for facebook. therefore, here i am blogging.
somehow, i just felt depressed after i come home. probably its related to work and personal issues.
somehow, i feel that working as an admin is such a drag. i kind of hate admin work right now. or rather maybe i have not really tried the real admin job. but who cares.. besides i am going to get into ns soon enough. until then i guess i have to bear with that *ad-hoc* thing. the more i talk to her, the more the inner self gets irritated.
work issues aside, personal issues??? i dont know. my head is in a mess. i just want to get inside army and think through first. of course, during army is basically training until we drop dead at night. but nonetheless, i just want to take a breather.
10:40 PM
