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this post may simply sound complicated. somehow it is. yes. nevertheless, if you do not wish to read it, then dont. i am not forcing.
what a great way to end it all. a rain. the bright orange reflections of street lights glimmering over the wet surface of the floor. carrying an umbrella walking down the street, looking simply so down. feeling messed up. the world is really spinning around. all i want to do now is simply to get a simple sleep. if everything were as easy to forget as the long lectures given by teachers, i would not be pouring over this issue for the whole day.truthfully, a change needs to occur. i somehow cannot take it myself. why did it happen. fish. i hate this. thinking back, those fragments of memory tinkling down on the bed of my mind. i just wished they would just shatter away, just like everything. glass, so brittle. somehow, i just wanted to say i hate this repeatedly. i want to get out. i need to change. i dont know. my mind is so twisted and turned. being positive is easy to be said of but hard to be done. to be confident of everything. ah. aint that easy.
10:15 PM
