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just when you see all is dark, a glimpse of light ray pierces through the dark clouds providing shimmer of hope, hope for the storm to be over.
its been a while since i have blogged again.
its been a while since i entered army.
its been a while since i missed my friends and homeworks.
its been a while since i felt so sian again.
yes, initially when i entered army i was feeling sian due to certain complications. soon after i book out for my first time in bmt, i felt better, communications were also much better. thereafter, after bmt, i became more sian or rather...
i was wondering had people become more selfish or what. its as if they cant do simple things like waking themselves up on their own. and simply when they cannot wake themselves up just because they only have a tendency to wake up when the lights are on, they push the blame to another guy who wakes up earlier than them for not switching on the light. its as if they think that another guy is equivalent to a god. its as if he would know what you are thinking. like wth... i can understand that it is a courtesy for others to switch on the lights, i fully understand that. but what i fail to understand is that why are you pushing the blame to another guy just because you did not tell him that you only wake up when the light is switched on all from the start of the very day we are in the same bunk. for the whole day i just hear you rambling on and on about you saying what cb or knn at that guy. for crap.
if you seriously know how to complain on and on about a guy not being courteous, cant you be one on your own and try to wake yourselves up. or even at the very least try to tell others that you need the lights switched on, or others to wake you up. for god sake. it aint that i like that guy so i side with him, its the way i am. i cant stand others being unrightfully blamed just because its their fault for purely one excuse, a failure to be courteous to others to wake others up when we are going to be late. if you are late then you are late. dont take it out on others just because you cannot wake up.
why must people smoke their way through just because they do not want to use their own items for others. if you do not want to use your bag to keep other people books and related items, just say so. for gracious sake, dont give me that crap saying that you have things in your bag, so why dont we use your bag. i mean like taking things out got so troublesome that you cannot provide even an inch of help is it. and just when you want others help you carry, you expect others to be like a maid, going to you to give you the book. cant you walk. for goodness sake you got a pair of legs! what fish. oh maybe you understand that he cannot walk, you give troubles to others around him, asking them to pass the book to you...
seriously, i may apppear to be very nice on the surface but dont push it too far as to matters about being selfish. i cannot stand a whole lot of it. if it does not concern me, i dont mind. but you start coming to me and complaining, dont expect me to stand like an akimbo. and fyi, my face will not be as nice as it will appear to be. selfish people. it just helps to be a little more courteous.
on a lighter note, selfish, yes everyone has it. but it wont do if you are very selfish cos you will not be liked, thats all i can say.
11:07 AM
just when you see all is dark, a glimpse of light ray pierces through the dark clouds providing shimmer of hope, hope for the storm to be over. 
